08 February, 2009
♥ tired
It has been a tiring week and it will continue to be...
I was so stressed up on friday night that I almost went crazy.
But I was ok after venting my frustrations.
No worries.
It always happen to me.
I was thinking yesterday.
Can I drop what I am doing now and go find a simple job and be happy?
Without all this stress and everything.
I was so stressed that I actually thought of giving up.
BUT
What will my parents think?
It would be a waste of their money.
The school fees for poly is really not cheap.
I can't do this to them.
So I hung on and carried on with what I was doing.
I am really amazed with the people who studied to become future docters or lawyers.
They must have alot of things to memorise.
How do their brain cope?
I can't even cramp the notes into this stupid useless brain of mine and they have to memorise so many things...for life.
Kudos to these people.
I wish I can be like them.
I was so stressed up on friday night that I almost went crazy.
But I was ok after venting my frustrations.
No worries.
It always happen to me.
I was thinking yesterday.
Can I drop what I am doing now and go find a simple job and be happy?
Without all this stress and everything.
I was so stressed that I actually thought of giving up.
BUT
What will my parents think?
It would be a waste of their money.
The school fees for poly is really not cheap.
I can't do this to them.
So I hung on and carried on with what I was doing.
I am really amazed with the people who studied to become future docters or lawyers.
They must have alot of things to memorise.
How do their brain cope?
I can't even cramp the notes into this stupid useless brain of mine and they have to memorise so many things...for life.
Kudos to these people.
I wish I can be like them.
1:30 AM
