12 August, 2008
♥ exams stress
I've been failing exams nowadays and I blamed myself for letting myself get to this situation.
Things like this has happened before during my primary school days.
I was overstressed and went for the exam.
That was the test where I failed my first exam.
Reason?
Because I was too stressed out.
Now its repeating.
The same old thing.
Except.
No one is giving me stress.
Mum has been very supportive, telling me its ok, not to worry over it.
She even told me to let go or else shes afraid i'll get depression.
I guess she got scared from my sudden breakdown when i reached home that day.
Thanks mum.
But the more u say this the more i would blame myself.
since u r not giving me stress then why did I still do so badly?
I conclude that its my problem.
I thought I have worked hard enough and get everything into my head.
True, I spend quite alot of time studying but most of the time nothing gets into my head.
I have to stop all those nonsense about music and all and start to get real.
Or else I will really let people down.
Especially myself.
Alright.
Time to get back to Blackboard to do the pass yr exam qns.
Time to GETREAL
Things like this has happened before during my primary school days.
I was overstressed and went for the exam.
That was the test where I failed my first exam.
Reason?
Because I was too stressed out.
Now its repeating.
The same old thing.
Except.
No one is giving me stress.
Mum has been very supportive, telling me its ok, not to worry over it.
She even told me to let go or else shes afraid i'll get depression.
I guess she got scared from my sudden breakdown when i reached home that day.
Thanks mum.
But the more u say this the more i would blame myself.
since u r not giving me stress then why did I still do so badly?
I conclude that its my problem.
I thought I have worked hard enough and get everything into my head.
True, I spend quite alot of time studying but most of the time nothing gets into my head.
I have to stop all those nonsense about music and all and start to get real.
Or else I will really let people down.
Especially myself.
Alright.
Time to get back to Blackboard to do the pass yr exam qns.
Time to GETREAL
8:31 PM
